Enough is enough!

All right. I know that I could get a bit over sensitive sometimes ... and that's why I try so hard to take it easy as much as possible and to understand that having a sense of humor is important in this lame society. The truth is I've gotten a lot better already. I don't take *everything* personally anymore. I try to take a step back and breathe before getting upset immediately. I know I've gone a far way from what I was before. I'm very proud of that. As a matter of fact, I can't remember the last time I got so upset about people talking shit that it made me cry. Sure, boys will be boys. Have fun with it ... have a little laugh ... go ahead and tease. Whatever. But, when a girl asks for it to stop because she's a very sensitive person, what else do they want? Are we still back in grade school where it's "fun" to tease little girls to make them cry? Well, it's just beyond lame and it hurts. I'm hurt. I'm a *very* sensitive and serious person. And, this has crossed the line. I hope you boys are at least satisfied that you've accomplished making me cry. If that wasn't your goal, then think again before you say things that hurt someone else.

Happy Belated 6th Birthday,
Kaylee!

Happy 2_ Birthday,
Miss KK!
May you be blessed with warmth and happiness!

Shit happens, I guess?!

Early last week, I went to get myself a very expensive vacuum ... long story, but I don't regret making the purchase. Although I still haven't actually received the damn thing, I can't wait to get my hands on it~ It's the Dyson DC22 All Floor.

I also went to the Chinese doc to treat my insomnia and spots on my face ... the doc believed that everything had to do with my neck injury ... he really didn't exactly remember  that I went there for treatment previously. LoL~ Anyhooz, so he wrote up some Chinese meds for me ... After taking only half of what I was supposed to take, I started having serious outbreaks~ I hadn't seen myself like that since I was a teen ... so obviously, I went back to him to ask what's wrong with me. He said sth about some energy blockage or whatever. He asked if I'd like to get rid of all of the toxins ... and course I said yes. I've only started taking them ... but I continue to have serious issues ... I mean, who can possibly imagine seeing acne grow within minutes?! I'm going to finish these meds ... and if it still doesn't work, I'm moving back to western meds ... I can't deal with looking at myself like this daily~ I feel so ugly! *ugh!* Nonetheless, the meds did help with my sleep ... I'm always sleepy now ... and I can sleep more hours~ Hopefully, this will be over soon!

Along with personal issues, a lot has happened at work in the past week and a half ... gee ... always happens that way, ay? Like serious stuff this time ... I'm interested to see the outcome ...

I received the pictures of the most beautiful baby boy in the mail tonight! Totally made my day~~~ hehehe ... =)

Met with MayMay and her bf, Teddy, for dinner tonight ... it was good catching up~ I haven't been able to talk to ppl like that for a while.

I did it!

I forced myself to wake up this morning ... as I didn't get to sleep until after 3am. It was a struggle ... but I was supposed to be there in the morning. I called the temple to ask for directions ... gathered all necessary information and rushed out. I didn't bother to grab the breakfast I wanted to get ... I was hoping to catch the shuttle that'll bring me directly up there ... I missed it by about 15 minutes (due to the search).

Anyhooz, long story short ... I found that the next shuttle wouldn't be until two hours later. I went to Burger King for breakfast (who woulda guessed!?) ... bought some stuff for my grandparents ... then ventured out to get onto a bus that'll bring me to where I needed to get to. The bus driver was nice ... he told me all about how else I could get there and the like ... (I think he likes to talk).

I hiked my way up there ... I seriously thought I was going to faint ... and the whole way up, I prayed to my grandparents to give me strength to at least make it up there before I collapsed! I was seriously doing some exercise~

I was around for a bit ... and then left for my trip down. Needless to say, my way down was worse than my way up~ I had to stop several times bc I was literally shaking ... next time, I'm so~o going to make sure I make it time enough for the shuttle so I know how to get back on it for the return trip!

I came back and got myself some very much needed irish coffee gelato from Pappagallo ... only I forget I didn't have the VIP card. Oh welpz, I'm very tempted to get my own card tho ... just bc there's a special VIP twin set going on right now ... not like I can give the other card to anyone else ... but it's just fun to get VIP cards, no? Only problem is ... I'll need to find a reason to make a $300 purchase to begin with to get the VIP offer ... haha ... hmm ... what to do? I'll prolly just let it go ... it's not like I have reason to get cakes anyway~

All right ... move away from the cake issue ... I went to Wellcome to pick up some stuff ... only it wasn't till after I came home that I realized I didn't pick up anything to eat. It's kinda disappointing ... I mean ... I think I ate all edible items in this house within the past few days ... I think I gained weight ... damn it! Still, I feel like I shoulda gotten something to chew on. I better find something to eat for the next couple of days ... otherwise, I might just open that bottle of vodka ... so tempted ...